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I cannot believe it's already almost half way through the quarter! I CANNOT believe it's already April!! How did this happen?! I'm not ready to leave school and my new friends yet... and I'm REALLY not ready to not see Ben for months at a time. =( =( I wish I could be in two places at once. I'm going to miss my friends here a lot. And also... i'm not gonna lie... i'm a little bit TERRIFIED that something will happen between Ben and I over the summer. Even though I'm pretty sure it wont =) ... it's just one of those things, you know? He's kind of amazing, so I'd hate to lose him because of distance. I've already given myself an ulcer worrying about this type of thing before though... so I'm just going to trust that it will be okay. =)

I'm both excited to go home and see everyone, and also really excited to come back. I wanted this quarter to go slowly so I could get a good fill of the people here before I go home. It doesn't seem to be working that way at all.

I am really excited to climb in Colorado this summer though. It should be really great. =) That is if I can get back on track at getting better, I was improving really steadily for a while... and then I had a big break from going regularly... and now my re-start has been pretty rocky. I'm a little bummed about it. But hopefully I'll be able to get back up on that progression soon. I also need to set aside some money so I can get a harness for top rope/sport climbing. I have a whole new money management thing where I'm going to only allow myself to make bigger purchases within two or three days of my next paycheck. And all the other crap I'll probably just mooch off of Ben for now. =)

I probably have more to say, but I need to shower. So I will post again soon!